I am frantically trying to get things done before I have to go back to work--I have three more weeks, but this for some reason does not feel like enough time!! I need 3 more months, I so wish I had the summer off (and was paid for it...I think I need a career change).
So I am obsessively making lists. It's what I do. I make lists for school, lab, home, etc, you name it I make a list for it. One of my co-workers actually bought me a book where I can do nothing but make lists of my life, I need to start that soon...I'll put that on my list of things to do.
It's crazy how much I want to try to get done before I go back and I'm going to be doing this while I'm still exhausted. Although I am toning down the pumping, I'm slowly eliminated the middle of the night pump. I've realized me being exhausted day in and day out is not good for me or my family. I quite frankly makes me insane, I don't even need crazy hormonal changes.
The list I've been working on today-day care for Connor. We have unexpectedly needed daycare sooner than we thought due to a family emergency (my nephew Ethan is severely sick and in need of a heart transplant-keep him in your prayers!) and have called around to 10 day cares! I now am going to do what I do best--put all this data I've gathered in an organized and sortable Excel document. I love Excel.
Oh, by the way I've had my first full soda with caffeine today and I feel like I'm on crack! It's great, but I'm not looking forward to the crash!
Like a waterfall in slow motion, Part One
1 year ago
